There is most defanitly no sunshine in my cherios today.
I can hear you all now... "But Laura! Why are you so unhappy? You have your health, a cute dog, a warm place to lay your head down at night...... Etc...Etc...."
Yes those are all very true. I am not sick. I have a warm place to sleep at night, and Poppy my dog is pretty cute. (sometimes)
Don't let this adorable face fool you! He would poop on your bed in a heartbeat!
The doggie experts lie when they say that dogs don't plot to get even against their owners like cats... My dog does. :-/ But surprisingly that's not what made my day crappy.
Really it was my job. While I LOVE what I do, it is and can be super stressful. Not only do I deal with people who have hard times communicating and expressing themselves. I have a lot I have to remember. The position I am in I have been in for several month. You would think I have gotten it down by now! NOPE! Still forgetting stuff.... still f-ing up. I don't think it would be so bad but at my job I always feel like any time someone messes up that is all that anyone focuses on for the next few days. So now I have a lovely Monday to look forward to of people pointing out my mistakes. Oh joy! Yup! that makes my weekend bright as the sun!
And honestly I know I should just do what Elsa does in the movie Frozen (let it go) but sometimes it is hard to just let go of everything and drink that cup of sunshine.
That big part of me is saying... meditate! You will feel so much better!
but then that evil part of me is saying..... Psssss! Hey! You got that little bit of alcohol in the fridge. I bet it would go down real smooth right now!
I don't want you to think I am an alcoholic after that. I hardly drink. In fact the little bit of stuff I do have in the fridge has been there for at least two weeks and never opened. so... yeah. Don't judge.
Sorry I am clearly still crabby. Everything has me on edge. Including fake fights I just had with you judging me for wanting to drink ONE stinking drink!
Okay sorry I am back... so yeah, I guess I should go hunt down my cup of instant smile/sunshine. I think I need it. Thanks for letting me vent. Perhaps that's all I needed. hmmm maybe that was my cup of sunshine. ehhh well maybe I will just stay crabby for a little bit. who knows.
oh side note! I got my ceramic back from Color Me Mine! here it is!
I use it to hold my rocks and crystals.
also I cut my hair... not sure if I like it or not. I sort of feel super nerdy with it.
In kitchen, no make up.... Horrible photo! LOL
Well I think I got my cup of sunshine. My lovely co-host to Paranormal Mojo and awesome friend, Kris just called me. She knows how to make me smile. Now for that drink! from the looks of the picture above... I need it!! Peace out!
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